What makes us want to care more about people when we find out that something bad has happened to them? After going for so long not talking to someone, and then all of a sudden you hear something is happening and then you suddenly want to start talking to them again and start hanging out again. Honestly I think most of it is guilt..or else just trying to make the person feel like someone cares..
What makes us want to love again..even after our heart has been broken one hundred times before? what could be different this time? Maybe its the last realtionship that we were in that we learned so much from. even if it wasnt for that long...We tend to want someone to hold, someone to kiss, someone to grasp when we're afraid, someone to love, and someone to never let us go, someone to fall asleep with and awake to and have no regrets
Feelings of being so upset so hurt.... so upset and so hurt to the point where we cry ourseleves to sleep..we shove our head in the pillow and scream as loud as we can. As the tears roll down our cheeks we think of regrets..our past...our future..today..what could become of tomarrow..what has happened to today.
The loss of close friends..pointless arguments..and no talking for weeks...They act like they dont even know you as you pass their locker. Just a stare at you..and a stare at the ground or something close by them.
Forgiveness..? Sometimes feels worthless..like the last thing we want to do is forgive someone who hurt us, but that's what we do, that's what we are best at is hurting the people we love the most..but forgiving is something we all must do..even if it feels like its not the thing to do..no regrets no worrys..its how things should be..but we're so far from that!
Who knows, tomarrow could be the last day that we have here..
Loving, Hurting, Forgivness, Anger, Jealousy
It's who we are..
One day we wont all be here..we'll be scattered across so many different place..going in so many different directions...what would your last words be..
Lost in so many ways..and yet with so many ways to go...Looking for all the right answers, but asking all the wrong questions..Running on a darkend path with one match to light our way.....